All of a sudden here I am again

I dont know what I want

But I do know

I dont know what I feel

But I do know

What am I asking for?

I do not know

I dont want things to change

But I do need to know what we are doing

And Im not sure either of us can tell

So where does this leave me?

Right where I was the other day

Not knowing, feeling all things at once; I am terrified